This has been one hell of a week - literally. It's actually been even longer than that. I have been feeling awful nearly every day since the Friday after my surgery, ten days ago. I felt like a million bucks the week following surgery compared to how I have felt this past week. I have experienced everything from pain, soreness, fever, vomiting, body aches, migraines, nausea, and numerous GI issues that I will spare you the details of. I have only left the house twice in ten days (once to the doctor, and once to my support group), and I even spent three straight days completely in bed. This is by far the worst I have felt since that first round of chemo when my blood pressure plummeted for days.
The week after surgery, I was so surprised at how well I was doing. My first trip out of the house was to see Dr. F, my oncologist, for my routine follow-up that Thursday, which was six days post-op. Dr. F was very pleased with how well I was healing and how I was feeling in general. To be honest, I don't even remember everything we discussed because that day now seems like a lifetime ago. What I do remember is that after some discussion back and forth, I decided to get the flu shot. I have never been a fan of the flu shot because I never would get one and I would never get the flu - so I figured, why bother. Well now that I am still a bit "immunosuppressed", I wondered if I should get one. I still said, "watch, if I get a flu shot - I will get the flu", but I figured that I should be on the safe side and get it. Dr. F left it up to me but said that it wouldn't be a bad idea. My blood counts were in the safe range to get it if I wanted to. So, I went ahead and got the flu shot. This is what unfolded in the days to follow.....
So, I apologize for the delayed post, for not responding to emails or phone calls. I just haven't had the energy to do it. I am beyond grateful to my mom, Mike, and Doug in particular for being here with me day in and day out and doing anything they could to make me comfortable. Thank you to my brother for spending the day with me today and for my friends and family that have been checking on me. I am praying that I feel much better this week. I have doctors appointments on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday and on top of that my mom and Doug are out of town for the week so I am on my own during the day. I am so thankful for our army of supporters that will still be here to drive me to appointments and check on me when Mike is at work. Please keep the prayers coming because I know I am not in the clear yet. Once this tummy settles down and I can get these other drains removed, I am sure I will feel like a brand new woman - I cannot wait! As a side note...My amazing Momma's birthday is this Tuesday, November 1. Mom- I am so sad that I won't be with you on your birthday this year. But please know how much I love you and how grateful I am for you. In the past two weeks alone you have held my hand as I went into surgery, kissed my forehead as I woke up from the anesthesia, bandaged my incisions, administered my medicine, helped me get out of bed, bathed and dressed me, rubbed my back as I vomited, massaged my legs when they ached, and dried my tears as I cried out in frustration and sadness. And yet that is nothing compared to all you have done for me throughout the past 29 years. I love you so much and hope this birthday is the start of a happier year because you deserve it! I hope you have a wonderful day and are reminded of all of us that love you very much. xoxo, Meg Thankfully, the Thursday after surgery before the flu set in, Mike and I were able to meet our adorable little Goddaughter. Sweet baby Alice was welcomed into this world on Tuesday, October 18 and we couldn't be more honored that our friends, Mike and Katie asked us to play such an important role in Alice's life. ♥
21 Comments
Gail Callaghan
10/31/2011 12:56:39 am
So sorry you have to go through such discomfort yet now you know you won't ever get a flu shot again. Constant nausea is the most difficult thing to endure for a long haul like you had, it wears you down but I know you are heading onto better days ahead. It certainly makes for a better story to tell. The path report was great even though it was what you expected. I will take expected vs. any more surprises...Thanks for keeping us updated as I have been very worried not to have a post from you but do what you can for you and respect the body's wish and rest up for those better days coming around the corner! Love you, Gail P.S. Beautiful baby pics!!!
Reply
Aunt Erin
10/31/2011 01:18:06 am
Oh Honey Bunny,
Reply
Julie Doman
10/31/2011 02:23:46 am
Stupid flu shot. I hope you are feeling much better this morning. I wish we could take all the pain and circumstance away for even a few days to give you a break. Just remember you're allowed to have moments of frustration. You are still the strongest and bravest person I know. Love you lots and thinking of you constantly.
Reply
Barb A
10/31/2011 02:25:31 am
Hi Meghan Honey, So, so sorry to hear about your week from hell. I really hope and pray you will be feeling better each day. I am still here until Wed. if you need any "nursey" stuff. Take care, sweetie! Love, Barb xo
Reply
Niche
10/31/2011 03:12:17 am
Meggie poo, I am so sorry these last few weeks had to be so tough:( As if you didn't have enough going on!
Reply
Kiki
10/31/2011 03:55:28 am
Flu shots are SO stupid! So sad you are feeling yucky friend, but I hope the days ahead are much better for you. Love you and miss you friend...I need to come visit you when youre feeling up to it. xo
Reply
nanc
10/31/2011 04:13:10 am
Meg, Thanks so much for taking time to update even when you are feeling so lousy. Glad you have a place to voice your frustration. Hope you are feeling better very soon. xoxo
Reply
Aunt Carol
10/31/2011 05:18:55 am
You are something else my dear!!! I know how crappy you've been feeling - can't hide everything...OK maybe from GG but not from everyone :) Still you find the energy to tell us all about it. Hopefully sharing some of the frustration with us will help relieve some of the crappiness too. Good luck this week!
Reply
Carolyn & Mark
10/31/2011 02:00:09 pm
Meghan,
Reply
Deb & Bob Hart
10/31/2011 03:02:25 pm
Sounds like a pretty awful week but hang in there and things will get better. From a famous play, Annie, the sun will come out tomorrow (Hokie i know). The flu is awful enough without having all the other surgery complications. Hoping your blog helped to get out some of your frustations! And will definitely wish your Mom a Happy Birthday. She is not only a great Mom but a wonderful person
Reply
Mary Jane Hsu
10/31/2011 04:21:25 pm
Blessings to you dear Meghan! The flu on top of everything else??!! I'm hoping that this week finds you feeling a little bit better every day.
Reply
Marie Holmes
11/1/2011 01:10:36 am
Meghan, I'm happy to see your post; I think it means you are on the mend! What a week you've had; and so not fair. You had enough on your plate already; flu on the side was just not right. Keep taking it one hour, one day at a time; whatever is necessary. You can DO it. I hope your mom is someplace warm and sunny for her birthday. Take care, Marie
Reply
Diane Daley
11/1/2011 12:35:03 pm
What a treasure you are sharing with all of us. It is so sad that you have had so much discomfort.
Reply
Tracy A.
11/1/2011 03:05:57 pm
What horrible timing! I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that so soon following surgery. Please know that even though you didn't feel well enough to post updates, we were thinking of you! You and your entire fam are always in our thoughts and prayers. Feel better soon and here's an extra hug with a complimentary bottle of Gatorade to get you well! Jan I know I'm a little llate but HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hugs, Tracy
Reply
Heather Whiteman
11/2/2011 03:01:46 am
Oh Meg!
Reply
Leeny!
11/2/2011 12:21:42 pm
Shep, Shep, Shep (I was going to say Sheppy Poo, but I didn't want to get your hopes up)-
Reply
Sarah
11/2/2011 07:30:42 pm
Ditto on Colleen's wish to be in Detroit. Lovin' you from Colorado, dear friend. Poo on the flu.
Reply
kevin callaghan
11/3/2011 02:39:55 pm
i truly believe the change in seasons is part of the pain and as this next season settles - more comfort - for sure
Reply
Ree
11/3/2011 02:49:08 pm
sweet thing , baby girl..
Reply
11/4/2011 09:14:01 am
Hi Meg,
Reply
Madeline
11/5/2011 02:19:30 pm
Oh what a nightmare you have been going through. It's been a few days since your post and hoping you are feeling a lot better. Hang in there! You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Madeline
Reply
Leave a Reply. |
AuthorMy blog to keep you all Archives
December 2021
Categories
All
|