Just wanted to check in and say hello to my peeps:) I know some of you get a little worried if you haven't heard from me in a bit. Well, let me just say...chemo is no joke. I was riding high on Friday-feeling pretty good, looking forward to the weekend, making plans as usual....until those toxins reared their ugly head and it was immediately "game over" as far as feeling good was concerned. Saturday and Sunday were pretty rough to say the least. I felt extremely (and I mean EXTREMELY) fatigued, had flu-like body aches, and a little nausea thrown in too just to spice things up a bit. My Beauts (plus a few Beaut hubbies) came over Saturday night for a few hours- it was wonderful to see them, but I couldn't believe how much it wore me out. After that, I didn't get out of bed again until Tuesday - aside from a daily shower and trips to the restroom. No Easter with the family as I had hoped. I was very disappointed but I have quickly learned how important it is to listen to my body right now. Sunday night, I passed out on the stairs leading up to our bedroom after a middle of the night trip to the bathroom and nearly scared Mike to death. Thankfully, I snapped out of it after a few seconds and came to, and convinced him not to call 911. It was definitely scary but I was ok - just a major drop in my blood pressure. Since then, my blood pressure has been around 80/40 or so and it has made me feel awful. I have been extremely disappointed that I can't get this stabilized because my body has felt a million times better since Monday - no aches, no back pain, no nausea - but I have felt extremely lightheaded for three straight days. I just feel like my head is in the clouds and it is just an all around crumby feeling. I can't stand loud voices, the television, the light from the computer--nothing! Everything makes my head hurt even more. Luckily, yesterday I finally got the energy to get out of my bed and go lay in the family room downstairs - yahoo! Gotta celebrate the little victories people:) And I actually stayed awake the majority of the day without a nap! Another huge success. The fatigue is still a battle-I can't believe how much my energy has been zapped. I swear, it feels like I just ran a marathon after I do something as simple as taking a shower. Today, I continue to feel better although my blood pressure is still ridiculously low and despite my best efforts to chug gallons of fluids, I can't get it to come up for the life of me. I am hoping Dr. F will be able to squeeze me in tomorrow so we can figure out what is going on. I continue to be blessed by the most amazing caregivers ever! I seriously have the most amazing husband on the planet. Sorry to break it to all you married ladies that think you have the most amazing husband - but I really do ;) He has been leaving for work at 5:30am, working all day, coaching baseball after school, getting home late, cleaning our house, taking the dog on runs, doing laundry, and taking such incredible care of me! He walks me to the bathroom, helps me get dressed, makes me protein shakes, manages my medications, reminds me to eat and drink more, tucks me in, rubs my back....you name it, he would do it for me. He never complains, he never acts like he is exhausted or stressed out - even though I know he is. He is truly incredible and I am the luckiest wife in the world! My step dad, Doug has been coming over during the day while Mike is at work and making me food, taking care of the dog, giving me my meds, making me laugh and keeping me company. I truly appreciate it so much Doug and love you very much! And of course my momma...she is the best. She works very long days and then comes over every night after work to check on me....take my blood pressure, give me my meds, force (and I mean FORCE) liquids and food on me, and tell me she loves me and kisses me good night. She is worried and tired and as much as I obviously want to feel better for myself, I want to feel better for her too-so it will take some of the worry and concern away from her. We continue to be so blown away by everyone's generosity, thoughtfulness, love and support. You are all such a blessing to us and we continue to be so grateful for everything you are all doing for us! Keep the prayers and love coming! xoxo, Meghan The amazing 3 Day team continues to kick some major fundraising booty! I am so proud of them and of all their efforts. My awesome friend, Sarah has organized this fantastic fundraiser at Cold Stone Creamery in Royal Oak on Monday, May 16th. Please see the super cute and creative poster below that she designed for more details on the event. Hope to see you all there! "Fundraising never tasted so good!"....love it!
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Spring is coming (eventually, I promise!) and it is time to dust off your walking shoes and hit the pavement. Not only is walking through your neighborhood great for your health, but how about raising money for breast cancer research at the same time?! Sounds great, right? It sure does!
We all know that my friends are amazing, and now they are demonstrating it yet again by forming a team for the Susan G. Komen 3 Day For A Cure! Brinley and Kara are the co-captains of the team, "Meghan Malley Rally"! I couldn't be more honored and grateful that they have decided to dedicate their time and efforts to this wonderful cause. This event will take place in the metro Detroit area on August 12, 13, 14 and involves walking 15-22 miles each day for a total of approximately 60 miles! Now, I know what you are thinking..."I cannot walk 60 miles!" But let me be the first to tell you - we are all capable of more than we ever give ourselves credit for! However, I do understand that the full 60 mile commitment might not be for everyone. But have no fear, you can still be involved and still help! The link below is the "Meghan Malley Rally" team page where you can click on a team members name to make a donation - it doesn't matter which person you donate to - maybe help the one that needs it the most since each participant has to raise $2300! In addition to your generous donation, we would love for you to come walk with us in August- even as an unofficial team member! I know that I will not be able to officially join the team myself and commit to being able to walk 60 miles, but I will be there each of those incredible days to walk with the team as much as I can and support them in any way possible. I know the team members, and myself, would love for you to come out and walk too. So, even if you cannot commit to the full 60 miles, you are still more than welcome to come support them that weekend and walk as much as you like or cheer them on from the sidelines! :) We would love for you to help out the "Meghan Malley Rally" team in any way you can. Please feel free to visit the link below to make a donation or for more information on the event. You can also contact my wonderful friends Brinley and Kara at their email addresses below. Meghan Malley Rally 3 Day Team Site: http://www.the3day.org/site/TR?team_id=188930&fr_id=1625&pg=team Brinley Johnson - [email protected] Kara Carravallah - [email protected] Thank you so much for you constant love and support throughout this journey. I couldn't do it without you! xoxo, Meghan |
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