So far we officially know one thing for certain...we all hate waiting for these results! Waiting is just so frustrating and as much as we try to distract ourselves - it's always there, looming in the back of our heads. The alarm went off at 5:20am and we headed to Beaumont for the MRI and lymph node ultrasound and biopsy. My yoga instructors at the Yoga Shelter would be pleased to know that I practiced my deep breathing techniques while in the MRI machine :) If you haven't had a breast MRI before, you are actually on your stomach, face down. At first, this made me feel even more claustrophobic, but it actually ended up being okay and I tried to just relax and try to sleep. Yeah right, it's so loud in there! Truth be told, when the loud noises started, I pretended I was playing video games in my head! haha! I envisioned Jeff and I playing Atari like the good ole' days. Whatever works, right?! The lymph node ultrasound showed two enlarged lymph nodes that were extremely vascular and the radiologist debated back and forth whether she should do the biopsy or not because of fear of too much bleeding. I was like, "listen lady, I need to get these results so put some compression on there and let's get this party started. And the bruising...that's the least of my concerns!" Okay, so I am kidding and didn't really say it like that - but in so many words. They are all terrified of how much I will bleed because everything is so vascular and if you saw what my breast looks like after that biopsy...well, you would understand why. The biopsy was pretty uncomfortable and tricky for the doctor because my lymph nodes sit very high up in my armpit and the two in question are right behind my pec muscle. They ended up taking four samples, and I will have those results within the next 2-3 days. For now - no working out, no lifting, no walking the dog, no nothin'! I actually smirked and sorta laughed when the nurse said that. When she questioned me about my reaction, I informed her I am a physical therapist and heading back to work for the next three days where I work with all neurologically impaired patients - many of which require me to physically transfer them. Needless to say, work will be pretty interesting as I navigate my way around how I am going to give the best care to my patients, while also taking care of myself. After about 4 hours at the hospital we headed home and Mike & I spent the rest of the day trying to relax and catch up on our sleep. Wrigley is loving that his mom & dad are spending so much time at home these days and has become an even bigger cuddle bug - all 85 pounds of him! I finally heard from Dr. B (my surgeon) about an hour ago with the CT results. Some good news, some questionable news. The CT scan did show the two enlarged lymph nodes that we already had biopsied this morning. It also showed a "suspicious" area at my T12 level of my spine. That means the twelfth and final thoracic vertebrae before the lumbar vertebrae begin. http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/imagepages/1116.htm Dr. B said that it could be nothing...or it could be a metastasis. Which means the cancer has spread from my breast to my spine = bad news. So let's pray that this spot they see is nothing. http://www.cancer.gov/cancertopics/factsheet/Sites-Types/metastatic Dr. B said that because I already have cancer, any suspicious areas will definitely be noted and full follow up will be required. Dr. B is calling us back at some point to let me know if this means an MRI of my spine, or a biopsy. Ugh-spinal biopsy does not sound like a walk in the park but I guess I need to get used to being pretty uncomfortable. The good news is that the rest of the CT scan looked crystal clear...so thank you all for your prayers because I am pretty sure they helped :) Oh, we also found out the exact type of cancer cell is what is referred to as "estrogen positive". This is actually a good thing because it means that it will respond well to hormone therapy. After my surgery and chemo, I will be on hormone therapy for 5 years. I don't know a ton about this but I know everyone says this is a good thing - and that's all I need to know right now. I will take any good news I can get at this point. Thank you again for your blog messages, texts, emails, phone calls, flowers, food, thoughts, and prayers! We are seriously beyond blessed to have you all in our corner! Off to go have some yummy leftovers from our mexican dinner Saturday night with some of our very best friends, Katie & Justin. For all of you that know them, you know it was a perfect way to spend Saturday night --laughing to the point that my stomach hurt :) It was exactly what we needed. Hope everyone's week is off to a good start! "Talk" to you all soon! xoxo, Meghan Beaumont does a great job of giving you a ton of information and in a very organized binder. They put all of your info and resources into this nice canvas pink tote. As nice as it is, I immediately felt like it was a billboard saying, "Hey everyone, I have cancer!" So, as soon as I got home last Thursday, I switched everything to my cute green bag and now feel less like a patient, and a little more stylish while I go to all my appointments :) I won't publicly embarrass my mom on here about what she called this pink bag, but feel free to ask her yourself sometime if you want to make her laugh:)
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Julie
3/28/2011 11:13:30 am
So glad to hear you received some good news today. Keep it coming :) Take it easy at work, I know that will be hard for you. I hope the results come fast and the waiting game can be over soon.
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Niche
3/28/2011 11:14:46 am
So thrilled to hear good news! I can't even imagine how difficult all the waiting is, but you are handling it so well and I know deep in my gut that everything is going to be okay in the end!
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Beth
3/28/2011 11:17:06 am
I've been checking your blog non stop and have probably read each post about 20 times. So happy that you received some positive news today. Sending hugs and kisses from Chicago :) Hope to talk to you tonight. Love you! XOXO
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Kara
3/28/2011 11:29:09 am
Yah, GOOD NEWS!!! I've told everyone at work here in ortho and they are praying too! It was interesting that at church the prayer was, "Jesus, give us the strength to bear our cross." I prayed that for you! Can't wait to hear MORE GOOD NEWS Friday!!
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Aunt Bridget
3/28/2011 11:36:53 am
I love you both so much., am storming the heavens with prayer.,Keep the good news coming oxoxoxoxox
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Chelsea
3/28/2011 12:13:42 pm
I've been thinking of you all day and like Beth also said checking for updates on this morning's appointment and the CT results. Sending good vibes and love your way. Xoxo ~chelki
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Kyle
3/28/2011 12:28:15 pm
Happy to hear some good news, hopefully T12 will come out a winner and it was just an error. I have to admit, like Beth and Chelsea, I am checking your blog on my phone every minute I have open at work...its not stalking, its love :) Prayers continue to your way, from many people. love love you!!! xoxo
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Diane
3/28/2011 12:30:46 pm
Yay for good news! Man, I don't even face book but I feel like I'm glued to this blog to find out the latest and in this case, greatest news! Enjoy all your time with Wrig, I'm sure he's happy to lift your spirits! Sending love and prayers, Diane
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Heather
3/28/2011 12:30:51 pm
Team Meghan in South Florida is cheering you on. I haven't met you but I can tell you have an amazing personality and a fight to win!! Many prayers your way!
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Gina Vanderhoff
3/28/2011 12:47:44 pm
Meghan and Mike~ Your in my heart and soul.Good news today.What a BLESSING!
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Aunt Ree
3/28/2011 12:59:22 pm
hey Lady..Love your updates !!..this way we all are going thru this with you and I know you can feel all the love and prayers that surround you and Mike and feel the strength from everyone. You are soo loved baby girl..xoxox
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Sally
3/28/2011 01:06:18 pm
You go girl. Team Meghan is getting very organized and ready to stand tough and fight the good fight!! You have no idea how strong willed we are down here but you are going to find out!!!! Now about that pink bag..........
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Ann Knapke Whisler
3/28/2011 01:24:05 pm
Meghan- Julie passed along your blog
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Yolanda
3/28/2011 01:34:03 pm
Meghan, you are in my thoughts and prayers. keep the good news coming! xoxoxo.
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Nikki
3/28/2011 01:47:11 pm
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Aunt Bev
3/28/2011 02:01:21 pm
You just amaze me Meghan that you have written on your blog already today. It must have been a long exhausting day for you! Now the waiting game continues. That can be difficult to do too. Keep those positive thoughts!!
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Spies
3/28/2011 02:33:59 pm
God bless you both, so glad for the good news. Me and my family will continue to pray for you and fast healing. Love you guys
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katie Sheridan
3/28/2011 02:49:43 pm
Thank you so much for keeping us updated! everyone was thinking of you and waiting for that good news today :) sending lots of love your way.
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Gina Vanderhoff
3/28/2011 02:57:18 pm
Sweet Dreams~
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Mom
3/28/2011 02:59:52 pm
Try to get some sleep tonight, Sweetheart. I have to force myself off this blog at night. I get such comfort and strength from reading it. You are surrounded by so much love and so many prayers! A winning combination!
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Becca Jose
3/28/2011 03:21:27 pm
Congrats on the first of what I'm sure will be many victories! I have been waiting with baited breath, praying that you are delivered good news! So you're welcome, kidding of course! What a trooper going to work tomorrow, make it a great day!
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Katie Ceci
3/28/2011 03:26:05 pm
So glad you received some good news-you deserve it to keep up that fabulous fighting spirit!
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Hayley and J.D.
3/28/2011 03:34:57 pm
Glad to hear there was some good news mixed in there! I'll be sure to tell Hayley that you're getting your treatment at RO Beaumont. She goes back to work this week and might be able to stop by and say hello if you're both there at the same time.
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Andrea Lupi
3/28/2011 03:50:48 pm
Such great news thus far....keep it coming. And great work on keeping us updated so quickly...you are amazing! Be good at work and don't do anything too crazy! Take care of yourself and I'll be seeing you in no time at yoga shelter. Packed in tight ("we can get 11 in that row!"), sweating like a pig....not bad! Not bad at all :) Love you! xoxo
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Andrea Lupi
3/28/2011 03:51:28 pm
BTW--green tote, WAY more fabulous.....just like you!
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angela f
3/28/2011 04:04:41 pm
Thank God for any blessings He gives you on this road!!! I am so grateful for this good news, now let's all pray for that spine. You are so strong!! Ang
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Doug
3/28/2011 04:39:04 pm
Just letting you know I'm constantly thinking of you and your wonderful spirit. Love to you and Mike and keep up the good fight.
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Sara
3/29/2011 02:13:33 am
Love hearing the good news, Meg! YEA! Thank you for keeping us posted on everything as you and Mike are on our minds! XOXOXO
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Barb Androkites
3/29/2011 04:03:55 am
Hi Meghan Honey,
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Aunt Mary
3/29/2011 05:01:36 am
Beauteous Meghan:
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Aunt Carol
3/29/2011 05:29:43 am
First of all in case you haven't figured it out yet there are tons of people out here that love you guys!
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Deb & Bob Hart
3/29/2011 05:45:28 am
Sounds like some good news for you. Just keep thinking positive thoughts. We are thinking of you often and read your blog daily to see what is happening.
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Aunt Clare
3/29/2011 07:09:40 am
I remember attending one of Mike's high school basketball games. In the hall sitting at a table was Meghan (selling something I think). I asked Patricia who is that beautiful girl? she told me it was Meghan that Mike was dating. I hadn't met you yet but the radiance you emanated was awesome. little did I know then we would be so fortunate to have you join our family. Genetics may have given you cancer but God's Providance gave you the grace, faith and love to fight it. In turn you have given that to us. Love you Mike and Meghan
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Megan Knapke
3/29/2011 09:00:27 am
Meghan,
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Amanda
3/29/2011 09:03:03 am
So excited to read good news and praying for more at the end of the week!! You're one tough cookie, that is for sure. Love you and miss you!
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Mary Neighbors
3/29/2011 09:11:55 am
So you have the girls from Shrine praying for you now as well! And we are pretty good prayers---we had to fill our high school years with something productive! Healthy thoughts headed your way, can't wait to hear about all the successes that are coming.
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Liz
3/29/2011 10:07:48 am
Meg,
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John Niemczura
3/29/2011 11:11:15 am
Meghan,
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Gina Vanderhoff
3/29/2011 12:28:19 pm
Just thinking about you~ sending my love your way. huggs xoxoxoxoxo
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3/29/2011 01:25:30 pm
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aunt Erin
3/29/2011 02:33:49 pm
Thinking of you, just wanted to say "night night & sweet dreams to you"
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Julie Rais
3/31/2011 01:32:03 pm
Meg & Mike-
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Jennifer
3/31/2011 02:46:44 pm
Meghan,
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Sharon Snellings
5/3/2011 02:03:45 am
Ms. M , Glad things are looking up. I have enjoyed your Blog and the pitures are great of you are your family .WE are friends of Jan & Doug , Dave worked for Doug at GM. Now retired .I adore you mom .. Tell her Hi for me .. And You are on my Prayer list with my friends here in Newnan Ga .and you and your husband are a beautiful couple ..Take care Sharon Snellings
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