Thank you so much for your constant flood of loving words, supporting thoughts, and countless prayers. It truly does mean so much to me. Unfortunately, I found out this morning that the results of my spine biopsy are positive. This is heart wrenching news and I am completely saddened by this. I had promised Mike I would do back flips down the street if the results were negative and I know he was really looking forward to seeing me attempt this. ;) I can't organize my thoughts very well right now and I will definitely write more later - I just wanted to get the news out there because I know there are literally hundreds of you praying for us and thinking of us. Please don't stop now - we need it more than ever. Each and every time you say a prayer for me, please do me a favor. Please make sure to also say a prayer for my incredible, amazing, handsome husband Mike, and for my beautiful, strong, and fiercely supportive mom, Jan. I am more worried about them than myself, and would feel better knowing you are all looking out for them right now as well. All I want in this life is to live long enough to grow old with Mike and stare into his baby blue eyes until we are old and wrinkly. Please Lord, let this happen. I love you all and appreciate your support more than you will ever know! Tomorrow morning we meet with Dr. F to figure out where we go from here. I will definitely update everyone after that and will feel a lot better knowing treatment has started. Thanks again for your endless support and love!!!!
xoxo, Meghan Mike, Wrigley and I had the privilege of having the extremely talented, Jennifer Grant do a photoshoot with us last week. It was an absolute blast and we couldn't be happier with the pictures. Please take a look at some of them compiled in this slideshow Jennifer created. Jennifer, we are forever grateful to you for doing this for us! We will cherish the time we spent with you and the images you produced forever. http://clients.katelindenstudios.com/shortstories/#/set/61ab/mike-and-meghans-beloved-session/ (Don't forget to turn up your volume to hear the beautiful song that accompanies the photographs)
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Cocoa Rain
4/20/2011 05:53:24 am
Love the pictures! You guys are a lovely family.
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Diane Daley
4/20/2011 06:03:26 am
So sorry to hear the news. Believe me there is a lot of love and prayers for all of you going around including Mike and your dear mom.
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amanda k
4/20/2011 06:19:38 am
Meghan, I'm so sorry for your news today. Just one more hurdle to jump in this journey. Take the time to take care of you! Thinking of both of you!
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kiki
4/20/2011 06:23:49 am
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kiki
4/20/2011 06:29:10 am
(oops stupid phone)
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Sheri
4/20/2011 06:30:35 am
Sorry to hear the news...I will keep you and Mike in my prayers. Don't worry...I got your momma's back.
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Gina V.
4/20/2011 06:46:00 am
LOVE YOU M&M!
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Barb
4/20/2011 06:53:06 am
Meghan Honey,
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J Eagling
4/20/2011 07:01:26 am
Meghan I am related to Erica Vandenberg and have been a stage 4 cancer survivor now for 4 years. I along with Robin(Erica'smom)and Erica stared death down and continued to fight. We the ones with this dreadful bully disease think of our significant others and family always before ourselves. That means we are strong and are fighters.Keep a strong faith in God and the best attitude you can and continue to fight. You along with every other beautiful person and their families that have been touched by cancer are in my prayers daily. Good Luck!!DO NOT GIVE UP!!!
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Sara Walker
4/20/2011 07:11:02 am
Meg ~ Thank you for sharing this rather discouraging update with us. This may be one setback, but I have so much faith in you, Mike and your Mom + our love for you all that it will not hold you back from continuing to fight the fight. Just as we cruised through the golf course at Niche's wedding (bahahahaha), you will cruise through what it's going to take to continue the fight! Dig deep and know that you are all in our hearts EVERY day and praying for you and your health. I echo so many sentiments above when I say that it's a blessing to be a part of this journey with you, and in your life period, if even through these updates...you continue to be an inspiration even in your darkest days (ex: this update)...that, to me, is a true hero <3 Ryan and I are sending so much love, hugs and kisses your way! Next time I'm home, we will rent a golf cart and go cruising again :) XOXOXO
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Bob and Deb Hart
4/20/2011 07:22:53 am
We continue to think of you and Mike daily. Add our spirit to yours in the fight ahead. The pictures are really beautiful. Wow.
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Kara Carravallah
4/20/2011 07:26:36 am
Meg,
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mary neighbors
4/20/2011 07:32:55 am
Hundreds of people ARE thinking about you and praying for you, Mike, your mom, and everyone who is giving you support each and every day. This cancer is going to feel so stupid for being so difficult after you kick its ass! The pictures are beautiful. Sending so many healthy thoughts your way!
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kathleen mccracken
4/20/2011 07:56:08 am
Thank you for sharing these beautiful photos of you and Mike, Meghan. You can count on continued prayers, not only for you, but for Mike and Jan, too. You have no idea how many prayers are being sent up on behalf of you. We were all hoping beyond hope that the news would be better, but I'm confident that the fight is just beginning and you will prevail. You are a remarkable young woman. Let your strength and determination shine. Kathleen
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Sarah Eatherly
4/20/2011 08:02:08 am
My lovely Meghan-
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Kelly
4/20/2011 08:12:28 am
Just got a text from Aunt Ree Ree of the outcome of the biopsy, wasn't what I was praying for!! But like others have said this is just another hurdle for you to jump over! By the looks of those beautiful pictures of you and Mike there is soo much love there! You have alot to fight for so I know that you will beat this!!! You go girl and all the support, love and prayers you have out there you can do this!!! I have never met you personally but...I know your mama and I know what kinda of a fighter she is and the rest of your family so you go girl!!!! You jump as high as you can over this hurdle and go!!! Lots of love!! xoxo
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Matt and Tiffany Topie
4/20/2011 08:16:12 am
Your entire family, esp. you and Mike, are in our thoughts every single day. The love your husband has for you and the love you have for him, will guide you through this most difficult journey together, but not impossible, although it may feel that way at times. May every moment you have together be filled with love and faith in each other and believe that all those days you planned together have not changed...dreams will come true if you believe in them. Love does amazing things! We think of you daily and will pray that your hopes for the future you wanted are nothing less then everything you dreamt of. If you want to see Mike old and wrinkly (pretty picture :) Than you will! The pictures and this blog are a beautiful reflection of you. Thank you for caring enough about all of us, to let us be here with all of you on this journey.
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Niche
4/20/2011 08:25:48 am
Oh Meg, I am so sorry that today we didn't get what we prayed for. I feel frustrated, confused, angry and just plain upset (and I know I'm not alone) but I know we cannot simmer in those feelings and we must keep on fighting, just like the name of your post today! It looks like you'll just have to tackle this cancer with even more force, and all the hundreds of people that love you will continue praying & praying, and sending positivity into the universe.
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Alex & Heather
4/20/2011 08:35:46 am
Deeply saddened by your news, but you are always in our prayers, as well as Mike and your Mom. Please keep that positive, strong attitude and you will kick this in the butt!
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Diana Maria
4/20/2011 09:02:26 am
Cousin,
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Amy
4/20/2011 09:16:14 am
Thinking and praying for you!!
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Christie Skoczek Simony
4/20/2011 10:10:03 am
My one prayer at church on Sunday was for you and your family. There will be many, many more to come. Stay strong and remember that there are so many people out there who are thinking good thoughts for you, far and wide, old an new. Keep fighting the fight.
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Sally
4/20/2011 10:13:08 am
Dearest Meghan,
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Meagan
4/20/2011 10:26:52 am
Beautiful pics Meg...I know you must be thrilled with how they turned out.
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Diane P.
4/20/2011 10:49:23 am
Dearest Meg...
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Laura
4/20/2011 10:50:37 am
Sean and I are sending you so many thoughts and hugs. I have the picture you took of me, Katie and Julie and the kids blown up and hanging in my living room - every time I look at it all I see is you taking the picture. I wish for strength and courage for you, Mike and your mom - and I hope that every day you laugh at least a little bit as you keep fighting this f&*%ing cancer.
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Melissa Borg
4/20/2011 11:01:12 am
Meggy~ The prayers are endless for you, Mike, momma Jan and the thousands of others that love you. You will never know what you mean to so many people. You are an amazing, strong, beautiful, witty individual that has changed the lives of all that you have came into contact with. I love you!
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Dana
4/20/2011 11:08:07 am
Meghan -
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John and Mary Anne Callaghan
4/20/2011 11:19:32 am
Awesome pictures. We can't decide who's cuter: the dog or Mike. Ok, Ok, it's Mike! :)
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Elizabeth
4/20/2011 11:30:59 am
Meghan,
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polly
4/20/2011 11:38:53 am
The trp family send prayers to all. Be strong, love u
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Aunt Norma
4/20/2011 11:42:45 am
Meghan,
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Angela F
4/20/2011 11:58:10 am
Meghan,
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4/20/2011 11:58:52 am
Dearest Meghan,
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Beth W
4/20/2011 12:06:16 pm
Megs,
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Beth W
4/20/2011 12:09:44 pm
Oh I almost forgot, the pictures are beautiful. I just watched the slide twice and might go back for a third time. Stunning couple and handsome pup :) XOXO
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Macklin
4/20/2011 12:29:12 pm
Meghan,
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Melanie
4/20/2011 01:07:00 pm
Oh Miss Meghan,
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nanc
4/20/2011 01:10:38 pm
Bob and I just read your update and looked at your beautiful pictures. Not a dry eye in this house. We are so glad you have each other and are thinking of all the years you've had together and all the years to deserve to have in the future. Kiss ass beautiful girl. Count us among the many of people pulling for you. xoxo and extra hugs to you mom and mike.
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nanc
4/20/2011 01:12:17 pm
Horrified at the typo. Meant KICK ASS beautiful girl.
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Clarence Dorey
4/20/2011 01:17:40 pm
Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you travel down this path. We have travelled this path 11 years ago. Keep your faith.
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Jennifer
4/20/2011 01:21:35 pm
meghan,
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Najat & Jamie Watch
4/20/2011 01:23:41 pm
Meghan,
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Tracy A.
4/20/2011 01:34:29 pm
Saying sorry about your news today doesn't even come close to communicating how heavy my heart is tonight! But, you have the love, support, and prayers of an army. And I know for a fact, a lot of you are Irish! Aha. You know we love you like crazy and are sending up some mighty powerful prayers for all of you - so hang in there!! Hugs, Tracy
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YaYa
4/20/2011 01:37:00 pm
DUKES UP. LET THE TREATMENT BEGIN. I LOVE YOU.
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Andrea Lupi
4/20/2011 02:04:01 pm
Meghan,
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Katie l
4/20/2011 02:18:31 pm
oh Meghan,
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Patty L
4/20/2011 02:48:14 pm
Very sorry to hear of the news. Rest in your hubby's arms and your mother's love and take a deep breath. I am praying now and will never stop...I know you will beat this! The photos were amazing. You are so beautiful, strong and always inspiring! Love to you and your family.
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Hayley and J.D.
4/20/2011 03:01:10 pm
This news will only make the story better when you beat it. Keep your head up and don't let anything get in your way.
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ree
4/20/2011 03:02:31 pm
game on baby girl - ready set go.. you have what it takes ..uncle jim told me many times..we get handed what we can handle..(dont understand the.. why..never quite will understand that part) can't imagine you stronger than you are this very moment. but ..then again. you and mike amaze me everyday. Watched your family's slide show over and over and over. thank you for such a wonderful gift you both are. luv you tons xoxoxoxo
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Aunt Carol
4/20/2011 03:08:36 pm
Many people have commented about how hard it is to find the right words to say. I am going to cut it really short this time.....I am so proud of you, I am absolutely amazed by you, and most importantly, I LOVE YOU!!!
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Katie Ceci
4/20/2011 03:23:11 pm
Meghan,
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Pam
4/20/2011 03:25:24 pm
Many, many prayers for you and your family coming from Orlando, Meghan!! Stay strong!
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Jenny Hoekstra
4/20/2011 05:21:43 pm
I've been holding tight to my Meghan prayer charm, praying for your continued strength each and everyday. You're always on my mind and in my heart. Looking forward to the next time we can share some laughs. Love always, Jenny
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Carole Bodin
4/20/2011 06:50:22 pm
Meghan...
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Aunt Erin
4/21/2011 12:56:18 am
Hey Megs,
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Erica VandenBerg
4/21/2011 02:06:27 am
Megs-Syed and I are thinking about you and sending all our love and prayers to you and Mike! I can only imagine how hard this must be. Reading your blog reminds me everyday to cherish the ones we love and keep life in perspective. If there's anything you need just let us know. PS Love love love the pictures! That photographer is really good (not as good as you though) :) xoxoxoxoxo
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Aunt Carol
4/21/2011 02:32:45 am
Your Aunt Erin is so right Meghan! I also know that your mom, Kristin & Kaitlin can belt that song out really well!!!
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Gina V.
4/21/2011 05:08:24 am
You are a FIGHTER!
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mary parkhill
4/21/2011 05:40:11 am
Meghan, Charlie told me the bad news last night, and my heart just cried for you and your family. But, I know how much a great support system and belief in your ability to tackle adversity can keep you going despite overwhelming obstacles. You definitely have both. We are praying for you and cheering you on. -- Mary Parkhill
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Sue
4/21/2011 07:28:15 am
Meghan,
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Deb & Bob Hart
4/21/2011 08:21:29 am
Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily. Keep up the good fight.
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Shannon Higdon
4/21/2011 09:17:13 am
Meghan, my whole church is praying for you, Mike, your mom, and all of your family as you continue this journey. We love you! One day at a time... That's all we really have. Much love, Shannon
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Linda L
4/21/2011 11:07:07 am
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Linda L
4/21/2011 11:11:31 am
Meghan,
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Kaitlin Stamm
4/21/2011 12:12:05 pm
Meghan, I've been thinking about you every day since the beginning of this fight and never once has the thought crossed my mind that this will beat you. Even with all these new struggles that keep appearing I know you can beat this, your the strongest person I know and as you fight this you continue to get stronger in my mind. There is so much love in this world that is being directed towards you, Mike, and your Mom, we all love you so much and will be here no matter what.
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Julie Payne
4/21/2011 02:06:51 pm
Meg, Today I was driving and thinking about you and this song came on the radio. I just had to share it with you! We are all praying for your mircle and I have faith that God will get you through this!
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katie Sheridan
4/21/2011 02:31:40 pm
It was amazing to see your face and do some half moons with you last night. Day one of chemotherapy down! I'm sure it is already shrinking that terrible c-word. Thinking of you and mike tonight and always.
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Mike Klebba
4/21/2011 03:48:47 pm
Meghan,
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Janine
4/21/2011 04:04:20 pm
F'ing cancer!!! Sorry I'm swearing on your blog but you know I curse like a sailor & I can't think of a better thing to say right now than that! Of course still praying like crazy for everyone closest to you, but cursing this flippin dx too! ...
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Rose Schoen
4/21/2011 04:14:11 pm
My prayers continue for you and your family. Have a blessed Easter!
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Aunt Erin
4/21/2011 04:43:03 pm
Hello Sweetie pie,
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Ree
4/22/2011 01:49:31 am
yesterday at work when you momma told me you were able to have your first treatment..i stood up and sorta yelled it to my peeps at work.. ..OMG megga..it was like a touch down at a HUGE game..everyone screamed YEEEESSSSS...took a breath yesterday as you were going thru this..did realize at that moment been holding my breath for weeks. can't wait to see everyone on Easter..don't even mind the snow this morning thinking of your beautiful face. love u ..hope you slept like a rock last nite.xoxoxoxx
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Nichole
4/22/2011 02:00:31 am
Hope you slept good last night knowing things are off and running! Cancer doesn't have a chance, not with your determination and not with all if us behind you!
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Nancy Froseth
4/22/2011 04:01:32 am
Hi,
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Liz
4/22/2011 04:18:10 am
Meghan,
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Kim Glushyn
4/22/2011 04:19:20 am
Hi sweetie, I have been keeping track of you from Nichole and you have been in my prayers and every thought for a while now. I don't know why these things happen to good people, but I know I haven't given up on you and you shouldn't either. You are a strong woman and modern medicine is an amazing thing. It kept my sister fighting right for almost 5 years. She knew the answers and cures were just around the next corner. Stay positive and keep fighting. None of us know what tomorrow will bring...if you ever want to talk or ask me any questions, please call me or email me, Niche has all of that info. Having been there personally and with my Mom and sister, I have more experience with this damn disease than I would like.
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Aunt Carol
4/22/2011 05:23:29 am
Ok Cancer & computers are both making me angry now! I was finishing a very emotional message for you and POOF it vanished...blank screen and then back to the main page!
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Kerry Mysliwiec
4/22/2011 06:17:14 am
Meghan,
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Michael_T_Malley
4/22/2011 07:36:40 am
Meghan & Mike,
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Carolyn Hallgath
4/22/2011 12:04:38 pm
Dear Meghan,
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Jeanne Kerby
4/22/2011 12:54:34 pm
Dear Meghan, So happy to know that your treatment has begun. Take it one day at a time and know that we are all praying for you, Mike and your family. I looked at your beautiful photos once again and kept going back to the close up of Wrigley. His eyes look exactly like Mitch's eyes did! Beautiful caramel eyes! Hugs to you and Mike. Jeanne
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nikki
4/22/2011 01:31:49 pm
I feel so honored that I have had the opportunity to know you and work with you! This battle just got tougher, but what you will find out is that you have more in you than you ever knew...Your attitude is so strong and tough! you are positive....He only gives you what you can handle and obviously you can handle a lot! you will get through this! Team meghan malley rally is rallying for you and we are raising money like no one's business!
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stacy
4/22/2011 02:22:35 pm
I'm feeling nostalgic remembering the days at RIM when we'd all sit around the lunch tables talking about how to make our patients better, worrying about whether we'd finish all our paperwork, and checking yet again on the fax machine to see if a doc had sent us our script back yet. We snacked on cheez-its, dark chocolate edamame, trail mix, etc and joked and laughed, our chairs all facing eachother in the office between patients (or when someone no-showed). Then afterwards, the girls from Neuro Outpt would go to Slows, indoor/outdoor music concerts, Woodward Dream Cruise parties, Vincentes, 5th Avenue.... adventures in dining and dancing. I wish that life had stayed so simple and that you never had to go through this difficult journey. But of anyone I know, you have so many people backing you up, supporting you, your family, and friends that I know you will make it through anything this c-word throws at you. Take some time each day for hugs, sunshine, cat naps, and walks with Wrigley. It is an honor to walk in August in your name to raise money to cure this nasty disease to rid it from this planet forever!
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