Could you hear the sound of my huge exhale this morning?! I think I let out the biggest, loudest sigh of relief I have ever experienced in my life. The scan results were great - thank you God! I am so grateful, so relieved, so over the moon with hope and optimism.
Leading up to this day, I had been feeling an odd sense of calm about these results. Of course there was a part of me that was nervous, but it was different this time. I felt such a sense of peace and faith that no matter what Dr. F told us, it would be okay. If the results weren't what we hoped, we would figure out a new path and continue to travel down it with just as much determination as we have up to this point. But then my back started hurting a little bit - and the nerves started to set in a little. My back had been feeling great but it started to feel a little more achy and stiff the past few days and I started thinking, "oh my God, is this a sign that it has spread throughout my bones?" Mike reminded me that we spent many hours sitting in uncomfortable conference chairs in New Orleans and then walked 5 or 6 miles a day as we explored the Big Easy. But, I couldn't help but worry that it was a bad omen. Even still, I felt good this morning - I felt calm and pretty relaxed heading into my appointment. That was until Dr. F walked into the room. Last time, he walked right in and said, "your scans look good". Boom - good news right off the bat - then I could breathe. Well, this time he walked in looking more serious than normal. Immediately, I looked over at Mike and felt worried. He proceeded to ask me about my symptoms and how I was feeling...why is he asking me this first? Does that mean things are worse? What isn't he saying? He then asked about New Orleans and we chatted about the conference, he did a full physical exam and it wasn't until about 8 hours later (or so it seemed) that he finally sat down on his stool and said, "the scans look good". AHHHHH.....I can breathe! And then the floodgates opened. I couldn't help but cry - for the first time ever, I cried in front of one of my doctors. Tears of joy, tears of relief, tears of gratitude. Overall, the scans showed no new evidence of disease. The medications I am taking are continuing to keep the cancer under control and prevent the further spread of the disease. The spots that have been visible on my spine continue to show evidence of healing. I can continue to stay the course and keep doing what I am doing. THANK YOU GOD! Thank you to all of you for your continued prayers, cards, emails, texts, etc. I truly believe in the power of prayer and I feel so blessed to have hundreds of people around the country (and some even around the world), praying for me and my family and sending us positive thoughts and well wishes. I can never say enough how much it means to us. I am not only celebrating this news with Mike and my mom, Doug and Jeff - but with my extended family, my friends, and each and every one of you that has followed my journey and kept me in your thoughts and prayers. Thank you so much! Life is good - have a wonderful day and take some time to be grateful for all the blessings in your life! xoxo, Meg ps - I haven't had time to go through all my pics from the conference and New Orleans yet. I took over 500 of them! But here are a few quick shots from my iphone :) We had a wonderful time in New Orleans and I can't wait to tell you more about it soon!
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barb
3/1/2012 05:28:43 am
How Wonderful!!! Great news!!
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Claire
3/1/2012 06:03:53 am
Meg this is such wonderful news! I've been following you on your blog and am so happy for you that your scans were good! You deserve to celebrate! :)
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Danny Boy
3/1/2012 08:46:52 am
I'm so relieved.
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Nanc
3/1/2012 09:18:01 am
Wonderful wonderful news. Tears of joy when Julie sent me a text with the news this morning. Keep up the fight. You are winning! xoxoxo
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Nanc
3/1/2012 09:19:43 am
P.S. That bignet looks wonderfu. Bob proposed at the Cafe DuMonde' That pic brings back memories. Thanks.
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Doug
3/1/2012 09:26:45 am
So happy to hear the news this morning! We couldn't be more excited. We, too, had tears of joy. Love you so much!
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Kathy Kennedy
3/1/2012 10:42:21 am
Well done brave girl! Our prayers are answered.
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Meredith
3/1/2012 10:55:11 am
HOORAY!!!!
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Sally
3/1/2012 11:49:58 am
That is the best news EVER! xoxo
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Elizabeth
3/1/2012 11:57:03 am
What awesome news Meghan! I can only imagine your relief. Hope you are out celebrating!
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Carolyn & Mark
3/1/2012 12:22:36 pm
Meghan,
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Ree
3/1/2012 01:24:36 pm
Truely the best news ever on the planet..I do hear your roar ..and this time it's loud and clear..love you so sweet megga you are kickin cancer's butt..knew you would . you are amazing, xoxoxo nothing has ever stopped you ..nothin.. Xoxoxoxox no limits in the sky.
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Becca J
3/1/2012 01:50:37 pm
Meg I couldn't be happier for ya! This is gonna sound dumb and corny but I was walking into work this morning and thoughts of you popped into my head. I was smiling and suddenly was in this amazingly happy mood! No lie! I was practically bouncing around! Love the news and love you!
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Mary Jane Hsu
3/1/2012 05:03:01 pm
What great news! Thanks for sharing so quickly!
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Kaitlin Stamm
3/2/2012 04:50:17 am
Meg I'm sooooo happy for you!!!! I've been having exams this week and my mom called and told me the amazing news right as I walked out from one, it put tears in my eyes and turned my entire week around. I love you so much!! You are such a shining light for many people in the dark. Thank you and congratulations! again I love youuuuu!!!!
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Michael_T_Malley
3/2/2012 05:40:51 am
Alleluia, Alleluia!! Best news of the year Meghan. So happy for you and Mike.
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Sarah
3/2/2012 01:39:17 pm
So happy for your great news. You are always in my prayers.
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Aunt Erin
3/3/2012 01:11:54 am
Sweet girl,
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Marie Holmes
3/5/2012 12:04:42 am
So happy for you Meghan. I agree with Meredith, It's like a shining light in darkness. How wonderful that going into spring you will have a spring in your step. I wish you continued good news in all aspects of your life. Marie
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Deb and Bob
3/5/2012 06:58:31 am
Awesome!
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Julie Anne Hughey
3/6/2012 01:24:17 am
Fantastic news! So happy for you. I'll continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Praise be to God!
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Ana
3/6/2012 08:30:25 am
Great news!! I will continue to keep you in my prayers!
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Bonnie Kayser
3/12/2012 04:45:02 am
Meghan, I am a neighbor to your grandmother in Bradenton. As I call her Miss GG. She has been keeping me posted about you and has now shared your blog. I enjoy reading your progress and am so happy that you got such good results from your testing. Prayers and positive thoughts go out to you daily, and thanks for sharing your blog.
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