Just wanted to check in and say hello to my peeps:) I know some of you get a little worried if you haven't heard from me in a bit. Well, let me just say...chemo is no joke. I was riding high on Friday-feeling pretty good, looking forward to the weekend, making plans as usual....until those toxins reared their ugly head and it was immediately "game over" as far as feeling good was concerned. Saturday and Sunday were pretty rough to say the least. I felt extremely (and I mean EXTREMELY) fatigued, had flu-like body aches, and a little nausea thrown in too just to spice things up a bit. My Beauts (plus a few Beaut hubbies) came over Saturday night for a few hours- it was wonderful to see them, but I couldn't believe how much it wore me out. After that, I didn't get out of bed again until Tuesday - aside from a daily shower and trips to the restroom. No Easter with the family as I had hoped. I was very disappointed but I have quickly learned how important it is to listen to my body right now. Sunday night, I passed out on the stairs leading up to our bedroom after a middle of the night trip to the bathroom and nearly scared Mike to death. Thankfully, I snapped out of it after a few seconds and came to, and convinced him not to call 911. It was definitely scary but I was ok - just a major drop in my blood pressure. Since then, my blood pressure has been around 80/40 or so and it has made me feel awful. I have been extremely disappointed that I can't get this stabilized because my body has felt a million times better since Monday - no aches, no back pain, no nausea - but I have felt extremely lightheaded for three straight days. I just feel like my head is in the clouds and it is just an all around crumby feeling. I can't stand loud voices, the television, the light from the computer--nothing! Everything makes my head hurt even more. Luckily, yesterday I finally got the energy to get out of my bed and go lay in the family room downstairs - yahoo! Gotta celebrate the little victories people:) And I actually stayed awake the majority of the day without a nap! Another huge success. The fatigue is still a battle-I can't believe how much my energy has been zapped. I swear, it feels like I just ran a marathon after I do something as simple as taking a shower. Today, I continue to feel better although my blood pressure is still ridiculously low and despite my best efforts to chug gallons of fluids, I can't get it to come up for the life of me. I am hoping Dr. F will be able to squeeze me in tomorrow so we can figure out what is going on. I continue to be blessed by the most amazing caregivers ever! I seriously have the most amazing husband on the planet. Sorry to break it to all you married ladies that think you have the most amazing husband - but I really do ;) He has been leaving for work at 5:30am, working all day, coaching baseball after school, getting home late, cleaning our house, taking the dog on runs, doing laundry, and taking such incredible care of me! He walks me to the bathroom, helps me get dressed, makes me protein shakes, manages my medications, reminds me to eat and drink more, tucks me in, rubs my back....you name it, he would do it for me. He never complains, he never acts like he is exhausted or stressed out - even though I know he is. He is truly incredible and I am the luckiest wife in the world! My step dad, Doug has been coming over during the day while Mike is at work and making me food, taking care of the dog, giving me my meds, making me laugh and keeping me company. I truly appreciate it so much Doug and love you very much! And of course my momma...she is the best. She works very long days and then comes over every night after work to check on me....take my blood pressure, give me my meds, force (and I mean FORCE) liquids and food on me, and tell me she loves me and kisses me good night. She is worried and tired and as much as I obviously want to feel better for myself, I want to feel better for her too-so it will take some of the worry and concern away from her. We continue to be so blown away by everyone's generosity, thoughtfulness, love and support. You are all such a blessing to us and we continue to be so grateful for everything you are all doing for us! Keep the prayers and love coming! xoxo, Meghan The amazing 3 Day team continues to kick some major fundraising booty! I am so proud of them and of all their efforts. My awesome friend, Sarah has organized this fantastic fundraiser at Cold Stone Creamery in Royal Oak on Monday, May 16th. Please see the super cute and creative poster below that she designed for more details on the event. Hope to see you all there! "Fundraising never tasted so good!"....love it!
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Aunt Carol
4/27/2011 02:34:13 pm
Hey darlin, I thought you`d been pretty quiet this week. I wish I could pass some energy on to you! What I can do is keep praying & thinking about you...I`m pretty good at that, I only do that 24/7!
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Matt and Tiffany Topie
4/27/2011 03:15:52 pm
I check this and facebook everyday, thinking about you and wishing there was anything other than prayers we could do for you. I can't imagine how difficult this is for you and your family to have to go through. You have strength and courage, as well as an overwhelming sense of humor and hope...keep that up for strength. As long as that is in your head, eventually your body will follow. I am sure Mike is amazing, he is an amazing person, teacher and coach. I don't know how he does it all, but he does because you mean the world to him and I am sure if he could he would take being you over it happening to you any day of the week. I am so glad you have a great, caring family that love you endlessly. I will check up and see how tomorrow goes. Dim the lights and just close your eyes and peace and surrounded by the loving hand of your husband's touch :) Those are my favorite moments too! Take care,
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Niche
4/27/2011 03:38:41 pm
Like the big book says, "when I am weak, then I am strong"... you will come out of this an even more amazing woman! There is nothing you can't do! Love you and constantly praying!
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Laura Martin
4/27/2011 03:41:09 pm
Hi Meg - Sorry you've been feeling so horrible. Ugh. Sean told me to tell you to eat lots of organic fruit for your blood pressure - I don't know if that will help, but he wanted me to tell you that. Keep in mind that he was forcing kaopectate down Julie's throat when she had mono because he said it would make her better...At any rate, try to relax and sleep and know that people all over the place are sending love to you!
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Andrea
4/27/2011 04:21:17 pm
Meghan,
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Becca Peters
4/27/2011 04:54:36 pm
Meg,
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Roni Hall
4/28/2011 12:51:48 am
Meghan,
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Erica VandenBerg
4/28/2011 01:30:46 am
Hi Meg!
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Gina V.
4/28/2011 02:38:58 am
So sorry it has been a rough week, but you will get through this. Please call me to help out~ anything I can do! I live sooo close to you and Mike.
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Julie Doman
4/28/2011 03:05:50 am
I'm so glad you are starting to feel better. Mike is amazing and you guys are so lucky to have one another :) Sarah- what a great idea...I love the poster and I can't wait to have such a good excuse to have some ice cream :) I am constantly thinking about you. Love you Meg
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Dave Taylor
4/28/2011 03:16:40 am
Hey there, keep it up,sounds like your doing all the right things. Miss you here at work, not the same without you. Sending lots of positive waves your way!
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Nancy Doman
4/28/2011 03:49:34 am
Hey Meghan,
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Deb & Bob Hart
4/28/2011 04:50:50 am
We are so sorry you are struggling with your 1st chemo. You may not believe it but someday you will look back and say I would do it all over again because it made the cancer go away. The bad memories do fade and the good memories of all the love and support you had during this time remain forever.
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Marty and Keely
4/28/2011 06:00:56 am
You are so amazing....your strenght your courage your positive attitude is inspiring. Keep up your positive attitude and you will beat this thing. Marty and I were bummed that we didn't see you this past weekend at the birthday party but you were where you needed to be. I just wish I could give you a hug. I gave your mom a hug for you and I hope you got it.
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Chelsea
4/28/2011 07:32:37 am
Just a little "Hi!!" to let you know I am thinking of You and Mike. Sending love and strength from Chi. Love you.
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Melissa Borg
4/28/2011 09:40:30 am
Meg
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angela f
4/28/2011 11:47:10 am
Dang girl...writing that must have exhausted the crap out of you. But we appreciate the updates.
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Patty L
4/28/2011 12:02:05 pm
I obviously need to get in the kitchen this weekend and whip you up some tasty soup. I will make enough for you and your caregivers. Lit another candle in the chapel this weekend...you are going go all the way and beat this thing! Can't stop thinking of you!! You are so amazing!!! All my love and more!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Anonymous
4/28/2011 01:01:49 pm
Meghan-
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Carolyn & Mark Hallgath
4/28/2011 02:50:37 pm
Dear Meghan,
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Becca J
4/28/2011 03:12:26 pm
Oh Megs I'm so pissed that your chemo wiped you out so much! But I hope it did double the damage to that boobie invader! Your family is so amazing, they really set the standard of true devotion. I commend them. Now make sure you're doing your ankle pumps before you get up, 3 x 10 before every transfer! Love ya girlie, you're doing a great job!!
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Aunt Bev
4/28/2011 03:46:56 pm
Hi Meghan & Mike (Jan, Doug & Jeff too)-
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Kara
4/29/2011 12:54:23 am
I know it must be hard to rest so much when you are used to being superwoman, doing more activities in one day than any one person could imagine. But listen to your body now, and you will be back there in no time! We are all here for you Meg, so don't ever hesitate to ask if you need anything at all! Love you girl!
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Dana
4/29/2011 05:57:41 am
Meghan -
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Aunt Carol
4/29/2011 10:06:50 am
Most all news coverage today seems to focus on the wedding in England. I saw it this morning & it made me think of you instantly. Do you remember at the time of your bridal shower & wedding what Derek called you?
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mama Gina
4/30/2011 12:46:19 am
Meghan,
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Kiki
4/30/2011 03:28:14 am
I heart you! Sarah did a great job on the flier...you know how I love Rosie the Riveter :)
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Janine
4/30/2011 06:32:13 am
Ya know Meghan, if you didn't have cancer I'd be mad at you for sending me a thank you note ya goofball. As it turns out, you sound like your having a craptacular time of it, so I'll let it slide:).
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Tracy A
4/30/2011 07:27:47 am
Even though you had a really hard week, hang in there. You can do it! It's hard to believe how hard your body is fighting; it must know you. In addition to your incredible caregiving team, you have an amazing will! I know I wouldn't want to tangle with you, YIKES! You know we all love you to pieces, so let us know if there's anything that we can do to make your days better. And, since you probably won't, caregivers - don't hesitate to call! Hugs, Tracy
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Diane P.
4/30/2011 10:07:05 am
Hi Meg...
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Elizabeth
4/30/2011 10:42:40 am
Meghan,
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Gina V.
4/30/2011 01:54:49 pm
Thinking about you~
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Aunt Erin
5/1/2011 04:24:34 am
Hey Megs,
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Aunt Bev
5/1/2011 12:08:40 pm
Hi Meghan and Mike!
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Niche
5/1/2011 02:24:58 pm
Thinking of you! <3
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Aunt Carol
5/2/2011 01:44:31 am
Hey guys!
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Michael_T_Malley
5/3/2011 02:06:55 pm
Go get 'em this Thursday Meghan. So glad to hear you are feeling better and more back to yourself.
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